Life Is Anakku: My Routine... My Journey (Awwal's Edition)

Congrats to both Mummy & Awwal!

Awwal not so lucky.. after baby been delivered, I was waiting for the nurse to send me my baby for milk.. but then, doc called my husband... something is not right, I think.. yes, it's true... my baby did breath.. but it is too fast.. baby kena duduk dlm oxygen and antibiotic need to be given for 5 days.. aduh... down sket time tuh...

1st day (18.12.09, Fri)

saya mmg tak larat jalan... nak tgk baby pun tak dpt... saya tgk pun thru handphone husband je.. sedih jugak tgk tiub oxygen kat hidung, lagi ntah wayar apa pun tak tau... Hariz dtg melawat.. tapi dia tak dpt tgk baby pun...

2nd day (19.12.09, Sat)

saya start pump.. eventhough nak bangun pun sakit (I've went thru c-sec for 2nd time within 14 mths) saya kena kuat... susu yg kuar pun sgt laaaaaaaa sket.. it's colostrum actually... husband hantar jugak pi nursery.. ptg tu saya bangun jalan pi nursery.. tgk baby, terus nangis... adoiii sedihnya... napelah my baby breath laju plak.. nak minum ada masa, masa tgk tu baby nangis kuatttt sgt, tapi nurse kata doc tak bagi minum... uwaaaa berjurai air mata Mummy... Daddy tak nangis.. saya tanya "tak sedih ke??" dia jawab "sedihhh"..

3rd day (20.12.09, Sun)

I was informed that baby dah kuar dari box oxygen tu.. means saya boleh la direct feeding dia... saya bangun pi nursery... sakit pun sakitla... sbb nak tengok baby punya pasal, saya sanggup... yes!!! dapat bf baby.. tapi tgh malam nursery call, saya mmg tak larat + sakit nak bangun.. supposed Mummy boleh discharge hari ni, but saya mtk stay.. kalau balik lagilah baby banyak minum formula..

4th day (21.12.09, Mon)

bekalan susu ke nursery semakin cukup... plus saya kuatkan semangat pi nursery, ngilu2 gak tempat operate, but I don't care!

5th day (22.12.09, Tue)

baby can be discharged today... tapi lps pukul 6 ptg baru boleh kuar sbb kena completekan cycle antibiotik dulu... hari ni htr susu kay nursery every 3 hours... masa kuar pun nurse pulang blk susu belum guna lagi 2 oz.. ok Awwal.. jom balik.. rindu giler kat Hariz... 5 hari tak jumpa! hospital bg bekalan susu formula, tapi saya dah buang.. hehe...

My journey on breastfeeding start again! PISA baru je nak berehat, dah start production balik.. :-)